I couldn't get on the computer yesterday or on my birthday because I was too busy having fun! Basically a ton of my friends and I went to San Francisco and saw the city. We checked out all of the chill shops and attractions until we were dead tired. Then we all took a break and sat around, watching the Bush Man and stuff like that. Sarah was even offered a modeling job! Too bad she's in two and a half months or she'd probably be in a magazine right now. The best part was when we all went to the concert which was mad fun. Partly because of crunk music, and partly because there was this ultra hot who was hitting on me the whole time. Flirting with him the whole time was pretty fun so Phoebe, Bree, a few other guy friends and I hung out with him and a few of his friends afterward. As if we didn't get enough music at the concert, we stopped by to go dance where this band was playing on the streets. Bree danced with Ryan, Phoebe danced with Will and I danced with Mark *the hot guy.* We danced for forever until a slow song came on, and by that time, Mark was all over me. He tried to kiss me and everything, but just as he was leaning in, I told him about Jason *who had left earlier with most of my other friends.* He was disappointed, but what can I say? I'm a purebred heart breaker.

My birthday is tomorrow. It's my favorite day of the year because it's all about me!

She's ridiculous! I hate her! She has such serious rage issues, and relationship issues, and she's a controlling little be-ache! The stupid school called her again about my absences again and she freaked! What's new? As if she even cares! She complains about every little thing I do wrong and never recognizes any of my accomplishments! I swear I'm just a huge failure in her eyes! She thinks I'm always wrong and I can't do anything when she's the one who's always passed out on the kitchen floor or at some other guy's floor! She drinks herself faded yet I'm the loser! *Loser is the new name she disowned me with!* That freak! I'm starting to think she's never been sober and she never will be! And she could really use a boyfriend who won't be all over her when he's drunk and when he's not! If she and her boyfriends *who are somehow almost as disgusting as she is* are going to be so irresponsible, she needs to stay away from them and keep them away from me especially! If she ever brings home another guy, I'm leaving the house! I tried to tell her about those psychos she keeps bringing home but she never believes me! NEVER! Not once! I'm not going through this anymore! I hate her! Life sucks because of her! She makes me want to give up! I HATE HER! But what can I do, she's family! I'm stuck with her!

And I'm bored. Bored, bored, bored. I've been dancing the whole day until about 8:30 when Drew's parents crashed the party. I'd rather not talk about it, I feel really bad for Drew. But after that incident, a few of us went to ampm and got a soda. It must have been the soda because I can't sleep. Now I'm bored.

Heeeey, today's my birthday. Sweet sixteen baby! This may be the funnest day of my life. ;D Happy birthday to me!

3 2 1---HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Yeh-ya! Say goodbye to 2006 and hello to 2007. New year resolution? To have a better year than the last sucky year!

So I broke up with Jordon today, sort of. We actually didn't want to, but he, his parents and little sister are moving to Minnesota to be closer to his grandfather. He just lost his grandmother about a month ago, so i guess they really need each other right now. I just wish they could need each other over here! Now I sound selfish, but I'm not trying to be. I don't know what's wrong with me, I never take breakups this hard! What's different this time? We decided it would just be better to stop seeing each other than to try and juggle a long distance relationship, but maybe we could do it. I don't know. He's going, it's over. I don't really feel like talking about it anymore. I don't feel very good. Maybe I'm coming down with something.

This usually doesn't happen, but Jordon has me lovestruck. He asked me today to join his band! He wants me to sing and play guitar. He really impressed me today, which is saying something. I think I'll keep him around for a while. B}

Today has to be one of the greatest days of my life. I would love to stay and tell all about it, but I'm talking to Jordon on IM. In short, I finally dumped Roy *he had it coming to him after how he danced with that girl Lacey at Thomas' party* and hooked up with Jordon all in the same day. I guess my friends were right, I do relationship swap a lot. ;D

So. It's July. Yea. Ironically, yesterday was the 4th of July which I didn't figure out until it was like dark out and everyone started lighting off fireworks. I probably would have figured it out earlier if I didn't sleep the whole day away. Whatever, I like it better at night anyway. I literally didn't talk to anyone yesterday which is very rare for me. I'm always talking to someone, even if I'm in a place where I don't know anyone *which is also extremely rare for me.* I just wasn't feeling very social yesterday, I guess. I haven't been in a good mood lately. It's probably all the crap at home. Whatever. Who cares. No one.

Whoot whoot! As if myspace and my cel. weren't enough, now I have another way to talk to people. Dude I needed a blog. *Yea right.* Ten bucks says I'll never use it. I don't even think anyone of importance *besides me of course* has a blog. I probably won't even look for anyone anyway. But at least blogger is a good back up when I'm bored and alone. I hate being alone!